Hold on securely; I began writing this draft at 3:30 on the morning of January 21, 2008, and I honestly do not know where this thing is going. First, as mentioned in a previous post, I began this ‘blogging’ endeavor, much like this particular post, without a clear idea as to it’s direction, and to be quite honest, I am doing this for me as much as for the three to four people that stumble upon this blog on any given month. I find it quite beneficial for me, being somewhat inept and inarticulate in speech, to put my often nascent, unformed, thoughts to written word for it helps me to add structure and clarity to them. Also, by publishing these words, these thoughts, online, it forces upon me a certain accountability in my thinking and writing.
Speaking of these aforementioned thoughts, my XP PC at work went all BSoD (Blue Screen of Death) on me a few days ago, one of the reasons I primarily use Linux at home (that, and the fact that I am also a geek). No BSoDs with Ubuntu. My work PC informed me that it was taking a physical memory dump. This is my metaphor for this morning, for this particular post. Recently, I have too many thoughts to easily process, thoughts concerning conversations from work and elsewhere, thoughts regarding the articles and blogs I’ve read, thoughts revolving around the other sundry experiences of the last week. Many of these events and conversations honestly seem to have a uniquely unusual and eerie feel of parallelism, of synchronicity, to them as they seem to echo off one another, so I am just going to dump them in this post. In dumping them, I will generalize, condense, and summarize the aforementioned experiences and conversations while consciously avoiding specifics. Thus it begins.
It is very easy to assume, and perhaps not always incorrectly, that our sometimes varied and subjective personal experience as Christ followers is, or should be, normative for others. If, upon coming to Christ, one is immediately released from the bondage of a certain sin or addiction, one may easily and understandably have a hopeful and righteous expectation of the same for others. While Father God may, in His sovereignty, grant immediate victory over a particular sin for some, others find themselves, struggling as did Paul as evidenced in Romans: 7:21-25:
- So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin.
We cannot read minds. We cannot peer into the heart of another. We are not be able to ascertain the baggage being bought to the table. When we observe actions and listen to the words of others, we must bear in mind that we are all weak vessels; we all start as infants requiring milk. Sometime, the journey to maturity seems to take detours; growth may seem stunted by a lack of nourishment. However, Father God will grow His saints, His called-out ones, often in ways difficult and painful. He will watch over them and keep them and nothing shall snatch them from His hand. Our Savior will tenderly nurture a bent reed so that, in His time, it may heal and grow. In the same way, we must, in Christ’s name, reflect His grace and bear one another’s weaknesses and struggles as if they were our own.
- Isaiah 42:3
a bruised reed he will not break, and a faintly burning wick he will not quench; he will faithfully bring forth justice.
- Isaiah 57:15
For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: “I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit,to revive the spirit of the lowly, and to revive the heart of the contrite.
- 1 Corinthians 1:27
But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong;
- Romans 15:1-7
We who are strong have an obligation to bear with the failings of the weak, and not to please ourselves. Let each of us please his neighbor for his good, to build him up. For Christ did not please himself, but as it is written, “The reproaches of those who reproached you fell on me.” For whatever was written in former days was written for our instruction, that through endurance and through the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope. May the God of endurance and encouragement grant you to live in such harmony with one another, in accord with Christ Jesus, that together you may with one voice glorify the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore welcome one another as Christ has welcomed you, for the glory of God.
Speaking again of my aforementioned thoughts on recent events, a testimony of Christ’s working of grace and the experience of victory in the life of a Christian is a wonderful aroma pleasing to God and edifies the man who hears it. It can be a wonderful apologetic and a powerful tool to be used in declaring the saving grace through faith in Christ. As powerful as is the testimony of transformed lives, we must not forget that the most powerful witness to the saving grace found in Christ through faith is the infallible and inspired word of God of the Old and New Testament. It is trumped by nothing. In conclusion, perhaps the tendency, in all its potential for error, to errantly and unintentionally elevate the authority of subjective experience is born out of a lack of understanding of the necessity of foundation in sola scritura and sola gratia.